so NERVOUS..

so nervous.. nervous.. rasa menggelabah nak mampus je rasanya..

hehe.. btw, b4 kpd title yg akan saya celoteh kan, fyi, this is my new blog..

my 2nd blog. b4 this i had a blog.. maszmona.blogspot.com disebabkan suda lama

tak men'update blog tuu, maka terlupa laa passwordnyee.. HEHE. . :p

so, this is my new blog laa.. "welcome to my new blog" HEHE..

okayy, now baru laa ley na menceloteh bout y my status "nervous" sgt neyh.. 

with my old blog saye da pon bebel2 pjg kan? i have a boyfie.. his name RULF..

7hb haritu adalah birthday dye.. goshh 1 month b4 his birthday aku da gelisah tahap

dewa dewi daa.. ta tentu arah fikir na bagi ape, na wat surprise ape, na celebrate kat mane..

da macam org terlebih byk bfikir da haa.. HUHU.. ble di fikir2kan balik, OMG!

i have NO MONEY!!!  fuhhhh... so, ape je yg boleh aku wat utk wonderful birthday dye?

1st birthday dye lak tu aku dengan dye.. :(

gilee sedihh yaaa amat! then, aku terfikir kat rumah aku ade bottle kaca yg berisi 

star my handmade!.. haaaa, then, aku juz keluarkan cket star yg sarat & penuh sesak ta

bernafas dlm bottle tuu.. then, aku juz gulung mcm org bg ijazah tuu.. HEHE.. banyak sgt..

tapiiii, dlm tuu aku suda tuliss semua perasaan aku kat dye selama neyh.. :)

seolah-olah mcm aku bagi hati aku kat dye..

tapiiiiii.... aku malu na bg kt dye sebenarnyaa.

yelaa, ta berharga, ta bernilai pon..

no celebrate, no party.. :(

im so sorryyy didiey.. but, yg ta bernilai inilah yang paling bermakna & berharga

bagi akuu.. 

fuhhhhhh, time dye na ikut step "panduan utk membuka hadiah", aku yg nervous gileee..

nervous na mampuss.. fuhhhh..

takut dye ta dpt terima.. tp, alhamdulillah dye dpt gak terima..

then, dye ckp ini laa hadiah dye yg paling bermakna selama 21thn dye hidup neyh..

gileeee bagai ba luruhhh jantung aku dgr..

syukur sgt2.. ILOVESOMUCHHH!

crying, crying.. sweet moments with you Rulf..